at least.. it is relevant to my life now in a sort of way. but at least things are looking up. in retrospect, a lot of things that happened were mostly because of things i did.
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Prodigal by Casting Crowns. (song can be found here:
[link])
Living on my own, thinking for myself
Castles in the sand, temporary wealth
Walls are falling down, storms are closing in
Tears have filled my eyes, here I am again
And I've held out as long as I can
Now I'm letting go and holding out my hand
Daddy, here I am again, will You take me back tonight
I went and made the world my friend and it left me high and dry
I drag Your name back through the mud
That you first found me in
Not worthy to be called Your son
Is this to be my end
Daddy, here I am
Here I am again
Curse this morning sun, drags me into one more day
Of reaping what I sown, of living with my shame
Welcome to my world, and the life that I have made
Where one day you're a prince, the next day you're a slave
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it once felt as if i never wanted the next day to come, but i wanted the day to end. which was impossible. still, what's been going on hasn't been that drastic. just a couple of realisations here and there. which is good. better than not thinking and running around blindly.
people around me keep telling me to think positive. my mum tells me not to be angry. they can say it, but it's not something that i can force to happen in an instant. =/
anyhow, that's just a little something to share with anyone who cares to take a look.
Distracted
Tired
Artistic
